I think I found the group that I truly need to get me through this. My name is Natalie, I joined last week. I have no idea how to post my profile, it is under (gnat). I weigh 246 lbs. That has got to be the hardest thing to say. My goal is to way 210 lbs by my 27th birthday in January. I am a very active mother of 2 young children 5 year old Jazzy, and 2 year old Walker. I have been married almost 4 years to my best friend. I don't feel heavy, I don't have any health problems, but I am so tired of being the biggest person at every function I go to. I wear a size 22. and I am embarrased. My husband and children love me unconditionally. My total goal is to weigh 190 lbs. that is 56 lbs. I know it is not a 100, but I think that this is where I need to be. All of my life I have been overweight, and I am sick and tired of it. On my good days, I say, You look great and maybe you are supposed to be this way, maybe god intended this. Because I don't have any health problems. I just don't know. I need a friend, and someone that will hold me accountable for my actions. I want to trade with other women in the same boat, my goals, my losses, my eating, my excersizing, everything, because I am sure my husband is sick of hearing about it. Please can I join this club, and will you all help me? Thank you, I needed to spill the beans to someone. I think that this is a step I needed to take. Thank you. Natalie.
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