I wish I were closer to you. My doc is actually in Post Falls. Dr. Pennings. I live in East Washington. There use to be a support group here, not any more though....naturally, now that I need it
I am such a coward, I am freaking out a little now and Im not even having surgery tomorrow! Dang it. I keep having thoughts like, "your so stupid for thinking about this, just stop shoveling it in! " + "how can you re-route Gods perfect system just because you wont diet." + "What if you die" ..........
You all get the picture. Did any of you do this? How did you fight it through? I know I need this.
Babysteps