okay, i've been heavy my whole entire life. i've also had anxiety attacks since i was 16 years old, however when i was at my highest weight, they seemed to just disappear. for several years i went without a panic attack. but in the last 4 weeks, i've had 3 big attacks.
i know it seems silly, but i think i've used my weight as a safety blanket. now i dont have as much of my blankie left, and i think it scares me a lot. does this even make any sense to anyone?
or maybe its because i am so overwhelmed with bills? but i've always been overwhelmed with bills. no i really think it is directly related to the WL.
its not like i'm going to try to put the weight back on, but i think i need to get to the bottom of this though. am i crazy or what