what are you looking forward to about being thin....
1. CLOTHES I want to love shopping and be able to shop anywhere and where whatever I want!!! when I get to my goal weight I am going shopping in this gothic type store for an awesome corset or corset dress!!!!
2. being a lighter weight then my husband...for the first time ( he is 150)
3. being able to sit on my husbands lap without fear of killing him lol
4. seeing all my old friends and having them go WOW
5. feeling energized and happy
6. not crying before leaving the house everytime because I look fat in what I am wearing
7. being able to take a dance class without fear
8. not ending up in tears everytime I go shopping or having to take back clothes to a store and explain that the XL or size 16 pants are too small
9. to not have people look at me with confusion because my husband is so much smaller then me and wonder why he is with me
10. to be able to look myself in the mirror and not say OMIGOD is that how fat i really am!!!
I have never been small, been over 150 since grade 9. by grade 12 I was 170. I want to fit in single digit pants and where M or even *gasp* small clothes. I cant wait!!!