| Riestrella |
08-14-2017 11:30 AM |
Hey guys!
So sorry I've been absent from this challenge! I'm a terrible challenge host this year. Just when I think I'm ready to get back into the weight loss game and be active on 3FC again, something comes up and smacks me right around the head as if to say "JUST KIDDING! TIME TO STRESS!" My weight is slowly but surely creeping back up though, which is terrifying/disappointing/upsetting all rolled into one. This is the heaviest I've been since 2012 and I'm actually heading towards the weight I was when I first joined 3FC all those years ago. Arggghhh. I just can't seem to get the ball rolling on anything these days, both in weight loss and in life. If we had more money I'd actually go and see a professional about my issues, but alas, we're poor so I have to deal with this by myself. I definitely feel like my depression/anxiety issues has started to get in the way of me living to my true potential. It's like there's this version of me in my heart that's super productive, determined, ambitious, driven, has all these dreams but then there's this steel wall wrapped around it that stops any of that coming out. Sorry for the dramatics, but it's the best way I can describe it! It feels good just to vent it out sometimes.
ANYWAY. ENOUGH RAMBLING. Here's Week 6's chart!!
https://s25.postimg.org/lo0e48kzj/week_6.jpg |
