Well, it's time to get my buns in gear. I've given my self till ~July to get to goal. I'm sitting at around 163... i've got 18 lbs left. This might be a long post...just venting my self on here..
My man is gone for the summer, working and it was in my benefit last year when he went. I seem to focus WAY more on weight loss, mind you that's all i have to do ! hah. I still HATE it
I <3 him. Going on 7 years...and it still is hard.. really hard to be apart!
This is going to be hard though, we currently live with my parents and as of yesterday our basement flooded (where myself and the man live) so.. while its all being repaired guess where i'll have to be? Upstairs.. UGH. I HATE it. Lots of tension between myself and my mom we do not get along. More because i cannot stand the whining and constant guilt that she seems to hand out when its usually her fault for whatever the situation is
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So i've got a plan for myself...RUN> Basically.. run 3 days a week and walk 3 days a week.. and take a day off if i want. I lift boxes and do all that stuff at work so that counts as weights.
I started today, i ran about 2 km with one of my dogs! and I wasnt even tired. My knees were alittle sore after, but not really. So i'm thinking that could be a stress relief if i start running.
I really want to be at goal by July, the other half - his sister is getting married and i havent seen ANY of them since well.. my heaviest...225. I kind of want to Wow them
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So in June my sister inlaw and I are going to go dress shopping! WOOT WOOT. ALSO i really want to be in a bathing suit this summer. My brother and wife recently had a baby girl and they LOVE going to the lake so i want to be Auntie! ALL ready to go!
As of late, i havent exercised at all and i've been eating TERRIBLE.. er well, sort of. Really i'm still pretty aware and try and choose the better option, but still! So time to buckle down, get rid of this weight! I can't believe its only 18 lbs left!