Fell off the wagon...
 

I havent been on this site in a while.

Actually, I havent been keeping up with my routine at all. No watching what I eat, no exercising, no weighing on Monday...

I think coming home was a mistake. When I was away in NYC, I could do my own thing, I didnt have many friends, so I didnt have many demands on my time or many invitations to eat out or go party. But now that I am back home, its a constant party, lunches, dinners, drinks, and soooo many events. There is just so much going on, and when I tell people that I dont have the time, they get mad at me because I havent been home in over a year.

I have to go to bed earlier and find place again to work out.

I did it today.

But I am also delving back into my old habits. In NYC, I stopped watching TV. I am a TV addict. Once I start watching, I cant stop. And now I am watching Sons of Anarchy. I dont know if I like the show, but Charlie Hunnam is in it and I like him... SO instead of being productive, I am watching this show at 2am...

SO when I wake up, no more of this. I need to get back on the right path.

I hate managing this yo-yo I am on... I have to stop this and find the balance.

Ok, here I go again~:carrot:

Good on you for coming back! You can do this. It's hard to get restarted, but it will be even harder if you keep slipping. Good luck!

You can do it! If you want it bad enough you will make it happen! Be selfish, you deserve it.

You can do this! Get back on and think of your goals first before everything else gets in the way. Figure out how to balance as best as you can! :carrot: good luck!

I'm rootin' for you! :cheer2:

Thanks girls!!! I am trying my best. Today is a new day full of promise, and no mistakes in it yet!!!!

Don't give up! We all fall off the wagon once in awhile. :)

No day like today! Good luck!!

Damn the Chinese for having such yummy food.... today was sort of a fail...

Miriko, remember that part of balancing is allowance and flexibility. Having Chinese one day does not add up to failure and absolute rigidness in routine doesn't always mean success either. It's only failure when you let that one indulgent time pull you off track and make no effort to chnge. One of 3FC's most succesful members had a saying that I really love.. If you have a tire blow out, you aren't going to pull over and slash the other three.. You fix it somehow and get back to your jouney. :)