Sgregg - I didn't really spill my guts to him - it was a non-conversation, and I never actually I said "I like you." The direction I went with it was more of a "is our relationship ever going to change/evolve from what it is now" (with a lot of mumbling and stumbling in between) and that's what he answered no to. It was better that way, I got an answer without actually confessing my feelings...otherwise I never would be able to look at him again
Taylor - Why don't they make diet wine...I hate diet anything, but diet wine I could buy into...
I just got back from my Doctors appointment and they weighed me in at 211, fully dressed with shoes, so I'll take that. I haven't weighed myself in two weeks but I've lost 2 inches off my waist in that two weeks so it sounds close enough considering I weighed 217 last weigh in. I was happy. Yay!
Hope everyone is ready for the weekend! I know I have some challenges coming my way: wine and movie night(thank goodness I'm a lightweight so I only have to budget two glasses lol), going to a haunted pizza parlor, coffee with other friends, etc. It's going to be a challenge for sure!
Tomorrow two of my best friends get married!!! I'm soooo excited for the wedding!! Lots of friends, food, open bar, dancing, funnnn! A day to not even worry about calories or drinks or what I'm eating. If I gain from it, oh well, it's a wedding! It's not like they happen every day, or even every month.
I discovered today that running in the rain is really nice. I think it made it easier for me. I've improved my time by a minute this week! I've been running half a mile.
Monday - 4 min 16 sec
Wednesday - 3 min 42 sec
Friday - 3 min 15 sec
I also am finally seeing the scale move again!
Monday - 169
Wednesday - 167
Friday - 162
Of course tomorrow might screw that up, but I'm feeling really motivated now & even if it does, it won't be there for long!
Stella- we can make the diet wine at my diet hotel and we can eat it with taylor and icon's calorie free lemon chicken crackers Also make a nice neat little pile of those saggy non fitting clothes for me haha
Taylor-have fun backpacking... I'll enjoy the AC lol
Mittens- It's beautiful here...come visit... I would never live in Canada... I do however wanna visit Jenny on PEI haha
For some strange reason I've become and exercise crazy person...I'm really into this whole running thing... I find it really difficult but I'm a glutton for punishment and I like to try and kill myself...oh well
Puppy Tomorrow!!!!! Also saved a super cool turtle from becoming roadkill
Ladies have a fabulous weekend and make good choices... I just wanna get into the darn 170's
Just spent almost 2 hours at the RMV to renew my license. BLAH!!!! I had plans to bring my algebra finals to correct, but got so discombobulated trying to figure out where the new RMV moved to. And of course it just moved this week. I was driving around downtown Lowell with no idea where I was. But I have my temporary license and am free from that place for another 5 years
I just posted that I was really motivated and now I'm horribly unmotivated. The man & I broke up last night. Heartbreak city = not eating or eating too much. Although I'm going to try to stay conscious of it and not let this affect my eating/exercise, I know when it comes to emotions that usually goes out the window.
Danielle: I'm so sorry for the break up hun! Just do what you said, keep a grasp on your eating and exercising and don't let your emotions get to them first! It'll be hard, but you can do it! Just keep talking to us!
Haley: Ahh! Puppy!! Post a pic when you get him/her! What type is it?
So I've been off track for the past few days again....I'm getting pissed at myself about that. And the scale is up at 140.2 because of it. Everything was perfect yesterday until dinner. I made a lemon marinade chicken with grilled zucchini..that was fine. But I had gotten a whole grain baguette to go along with it too...I SHOULD HAVE STUCK WITH RICE. The bugger was so freaking good that my friends and I devoured it. And I got stuff for strawberry shortcake. So we had the dessert shells and I cut up strawberries, a banana, and blueberries. I got fat free whipped cream too. But....the shells were so good and sitting next to me that I ended up eating a second shell by it's self. And I had to show my friends pretzel m&m's so I had some of that too. Barf. I'm going to the gym today and then to work. I'm packing my lunch right before work..I'm going to make a healthy wrap with an orange and a fat free pudding. Healthy and filling. That's what I need to stick with.
Last edited by Samantha417; 06-12-2010 at 08:47 AM.
My scale is kind of a jerk. 168.6. I'm going to assume that its water retention, as I haven't really been eating much, but when I do eat, its crap. I went to TJ's last night and bought actual food - and despite that I just had DnD for breakfast and I'm going out tonight, I plan to eat what I have - which is lots of healthy stuff
Now its time to shower and head to the pool (I know that sounds weird, but I just worked my buns off in spin class, so I smell)
Haley - There was a beer commercial up here that said Calgary has 2 seasons - Winter and July! SOOOOOO0 true! Nice weather just isn't in Calgary's DNA apparently, but I love the country and the people. We are a bunch of awesome possum's! and hella fun to visit and party, hehe. I envy you the sunshine and tanning weather, and even just the THOUGHT of having to use AC. Sigh
Chele-It throws me off everytime I see your name becaus emy real name is Michelle, or Chelle as everyone calls me, haha. Sorry to hear about the RMV experience - at least it's over for a while!
Sam - I'm sure you'll get back into the swing sooner than later, you are a rockstar!!!
So weigh-in today was at 207. AHHH. However since yesterday I was at 203 I think it's okay, jus tnot sure why my body seems to yo-yo so much day to day, like it goes down, then back up like 3 lbs, then the next day down 4 lbs sort of thing. Le Sigh. Oh well, at least it's going down, even if it goes up before hand!
Haley- I know the feeling. Sometimes you just get so over it. You got a new puppy?
Danielle- sorry to hear about the break up Stick with it, you know that eating well will help you not feel so down
Not much happening for me, its not raining today so I actually got my washing out and I finally updated my blog! I'm thinking of blogging a bit more regularly now. Hope everyone's having a good/ok saturday/sunday
Stick with it, you know that eating well will help you not feel so down 
