I'm so exhausted and stressed. Having my God daughter here was difficult this weekend. The poor girl is in such a bad situation. Her mom was calling and threatening to sell the horses and everyday there was a frickin' screaming match between the two of them. I know my god daughter hasn't been an angle through all of this.....but her mom is loosing it. And her mom was definitely the instigator in all of it. Her mom can't leave well enough alone and had to call her every hour and say/do something. I'm not surprised that my god daughter is being mouthy and not coming home etc. I wouldn't want to be around a house where my mom is treating me like that. So I'm not surprised that a 16 year old girl is majorly acting out. It's not good, that family needs some serious help! But I told me god daughter she is welcome here at anytime, but she has to follow my rules and her mom does have to be informed of where she is. She seemed ok with that.
I'm getting frustrated weight wise. Since valentines, I have fluctuated the same 2lbs. I was down to 143 even the other day, then back up to 145.5, then down to 144 then up to 145, then down to 144.5 then down to 143.5 and today I'm 145. I'm just so sick of thinking I'm down then being back up 2lbs 2 days later. I just want to see a drop on the scale and know that I'm down, not know that tomorrow I'll be back up. I'm just so fed up. I've lost 7 lbs, but it's taken me almost 8 weeks. I thought I'd be so much further by now. I'm just sad and frustrated.
I know I'm not going to the gym, which I'm sure is part of the problem. I just don't know when to fit it all in. In the next three weeks I have 3 midterms, a class presentation and 3 papers due. I just don't know when I can find the time to fit in the gym. I have a friends bridal shower this coming weekend, I still have to do my volunteer work. I'm totally stressed about school. Add to it all that I won't get to see my bf until Monday (he's in Toronto til Thursday and leaves Friday for a bachelor party), and I didn't get to see him at all this weekend. I'm not in a very good mood, today....
Stella, congrats on maintaining. That's awesome!
Mary, I'm glad things are going well! And congrats on you and Roy, that's awesome!