Ive been a member here for while, mostly a lurker, and I sometimes post, but I dont think ive ever formally introduced myself.
Im Mysty, Im from Maryland and Im fat. <<<<big surprise there, right?
Ive been overweight my entire adult life and Im only 25, which makes me a little depressed to know ive been at war with my body for 7 years. And I say "war" because I am a recovered bulimic and I currently struggle with binge eating disorder.
I weighed in this morning at 276.8, which means that I have lost exactly 7 pounds since august. AUGUST, ladies!!!
I say all this to say that I have placed myself Back on the Wagon, I plan to roll REAL slow...I still have over a 100lbs to lose and I really want to have it done in two years...
I realize that a simple diet doesnt do it for me. I always feel deprived and I end up cheating. I have to change my entire lifestyle. And the funny part about all this is that when I DO diet, the weight comes right off...almost like it wants to be rid of me as much as I want to be rid of it.
I think Im here introducing myself simply because I want to feel more accountable for my actions...If I know that someone is watching me, Im more likely to put down the jelly doughnut...
Thanks for listening, and please feel free to give me any tips or encouragement. I need it!