I thought I was gonna slip by without all the personals, but i see ya'll ain't havin it.
DanSinDeva: It must be great to love veggies that much. I don't hate them, but I don't go straight to them. I need to make myself get back on the 5 a day.
ahope: I actually almost bought some Kashi bars today. They're bogo at Publix, but they did have quite a few calories.
The gym went ok. There will actually be 3 of us. A man joined too. But both of them weren't there today. We had really bad weather earlier, and they both had trees fall on their house or in their yard or something. They had called the trainer. So it was just me and her. It wasn't bad at all. She definitely pushed me harder than I push myself. I ended up eating a Chex Mix bar before I went since that was all I had in my office. I got this cute book for tracking food and workouts too.
I then went to the grocery store to get a few things and of course I realize at the register that I don't know where the heck my debit card is. The last time I used it was at a gas station in Tuscaloosa, AL on the way home and I didn't see it in the car, so I had to call and cancel it.
The story on the ex... We met when I was home Summer 2007 but still in grad school in Knoxville, TN. I was just kickin it at the time, but he kinda wore me down. The whole time was long distance. I moved to Nashville for a job next. I'd see him when I went home and he would come stay with me for a week once every other month. He actually came from home (MS) to Nashville to move me here to ATL. All of a sudden things just got really bad. I think it was a combination of the distance, me making more money, and ATL being known as a party city. When he was here for my birthday we had a HUGE fight (September). I told him I felt like it was over. We talked on the phone. He said all this stuff about how he wanted us to get past it. So we had a date to the fair the next time I went home. He had a funky attitude. Then tells me on the phone after I get home that he needs his "space." So I'm like WTF?!?! I tried to break up with you first. Plus, I think saying something like that on the phone when you were just with me is a b**** move. I would never beg a person for their time/attention so I informed him that he could have ALL the space he needed and not EVER call me again. And of course after this he claims to not have meant it that way and wants to be my "friend." I feel that I have enough friends. That wasn't his purpose. He didn't fulfill his purpose, therefore he should move along... without me. He wants back in my life and I'm not sure that it's worth the trouble. He really is a nice guy. I just think our personalities aren't compatible. He's sensitive. I almost feel like he acted like more of a girl than me in some situations. He's one of those chipper, happy to be in the world, see the best in people folks. It sounds cool in theory, but it's annoying in real life. There's been a lot of arguments and stuff that I didn't mention (I could write a book) and we share the blame, but I don't think it'll work. And I'm feeling like I should tell him not to call anymore. Not because I hate him or anything, but it makes it harder to move on.
And if I see cracker... lemon... or chicken in the same sentence again, I'm gonna scream...