So a few days ago, I realized I'd hit a "normal weight range" for my BMI! It was so thrilling--too--to step on the Wii Fit this morning and not have it call me overweight! I'm only into "normal range" by two pounds, but it's still something! I've realized here lately...as I get closer to my goal, that I've actually *never* been thin in my entire adult life. Granted I'm 24 and not really far into adulthood, I've always been chunky. I was almost considered "thin" around age 12-14, that may have been a growth spurt though cause I put weight on after that.
I wasn't obese until about three years ago--when I somehow miraculously put on 40 lbs in like 6 months--putting me at 211 lbs. 30 lbs of it came off pretty quickly from summer to December 2007, but the past 20 lbs took over a year. As of now, I've lost 53 lbs--when I reach my goal I'll have lost 61!
Any way, so it's been a real journey for me. I actually *like* shopping---that is a real first. I use to get so depressed when shopping--nothing fit. I'd end up buying clothes I didn't really like--just because they fit me and I need more than 2-3 shirts to wear in my entire life! It's also noticable in the way people look at you and treat you. Do you realize it's been over 14 or something years since I've worn a bathing suit? For awhile there, I'd swim, but only in like a shirt and shorts because I didn't want anyone to see me!
Any one else thought about this? I look forward to seeing more and more progress!! Who knows, maybe I'll go swimming *this* summer... lol


. But you can't change the past, you can only change the future!

