To answer the question: In February, I want to start working out! Like consistently and not just at random intervals. I also want to keep my eating under control, no more week long binges!
bjeweled: That is awesome that you lost 8 pounds! You must be really excited! The biggest loss I have had in months is like a pound!
just keep swimming: awww a puppy! I want a dog sooo bad but my apartment only allows cats, so I have a cat. But I still love him like a dog! HAHA!
cakebatter: You are the pimp of exercise my friend! You have definitely done great with that. I need to start working out too!
disgruntled: that sucks about the pictures...computers can be so stupid sometimes! I don't really have any before pictures because I never let people take pictures of my body! I was always hiding it or only taking them of my face. I have some pretty fat face pictures though! that is a good idea though, for sure.
~ Well I have THEE biggest headache right now from lack of sleep and drinking too much the past two nights. And I of course am procrastinating AGAIN this semester, which you should NOT be doing in grad school. I have like 100 pages of reading still to do before my class tomorrow night at 6pm

And then I have 100 pages of reading to do for my class on Tuesday night!

And this freakin headache is not helping! I am almost tempted to take a couple shots to get it to go away! But I just popped some tyenol, so I won't be doing that. I need to stop distracting myself with this guy I'm seeing and focus entirely on reading my whole life! HAHA!
This guy that I am seeing has been pretty nice...but I am starting to realize that he is totally just a rebound. He fell asleep last night, so he didn't answer the phone when I called (although it was like 2 am, so I don't blame him). So I tried calling him like 16 times! And I guess I left him 6 mean voicemails! Anyways, once I couldn't get attention from him, I instantly started thinking about my ex, and started hysterically crying (the 14 shots of alcohol I had in me didn't help). So yeah, I am obviously still burying deep feelings about my ex.
But other than that, last night was fun!!! HWGA and I had a lot of fun! We danced a lot and drank a lot! We went to eat at Lyon's, but I had to leave due to my hysterical crying spurt. But actually this morning I was pretty grateful because I know I would have ate soooo much fattening food last night! And I had already spent 50 dollars on alcohol, so there was no way I needed to spend more money on food!