I wish I had the ability to put them on here. My mother in Law found some pictures of me from about 3-4 years ago. And to be honest I didn't even recognize myself. How awful is that? My sister in law and I were looking at pictures and she was like look there you are and I was like that's not me. because you couldn't see my face in the picture just my body. I was like that girl is skinny that is not me. So we are skipping through the picture album and a couple of pages later a girl in the same outfit with the hidden face is in another picture and to my freaking surprise it was me I saw my face. I couldn't freaking believe it. I called myself skinny and I was at one time a very healthy weight. I was about 135 in these pictures. It's sad kind of though I didn't recognize my own body because I had totally lost touch without healthy looking I use too be. I remember being that weight and thinking I was a huge fat pig. Now that I look back and see them I am like wow I was pretty and skinny. No I wasn't NO size 0 supermodel but thats okay I had a little meat on my bones who cares I WAS HEALTHY!!!!!!!

I took the pictures and I am going to make copies and put them on my fridge of a reminder of how I want to look again. Wish me Luck guys. This has really motivated me and made me see a totally different side of myself. Thanks for all the support here!!

Kayla

and i know you'll get there. it's the motivation thing isn't it? You need a reminder of where you want to get to or you lose sight of what you're doing it for cos it seems to take so long.

good luck!

yeah my mom had a picture of me in my skinny days, i was kinda chubby and then dropped a bunch of weight, and i would do anything to look like i did the (pre baby days), i think it also helped that in the picture i was standing next to my 9-month prego sister, so it made me look even more smaller, maybe i should get that picture back!