...in 3 months?
At my goal, ideally. Working my butt off in school.
...in 6 months
Maintaining. Planning my last semester in school. Yippes!
And I'll hopefully have an internship somewhere nice.
... in a year?
Still maintaining. I'll be done with school at that point.
Ideally I'll have some sort of job so I can support myself (even if it's a barista or something similar). I've considered moving to Canada after I've finished school simply because they have universal health care and a state funded film board, both of which seem very attractive as a film major. Maybe grad school, who knows.
Are you making New Year's resolutions?
No, I'll be too tempted to break them.
Some thing I'd like to change however is my body image. Several times now I've hit a goal weight and then wanted to go 5 more pounds, and I can see it happening again. I need to get to a place where I can see that a) there will always be "5 more lbs" b) even if I lose them life will not magically be perfect.
Do you have a big picture goal, or are you working on it bit by bit, taking things as they come?
I'm working on the last 4 pounds so the big picture has arrived.
But I did need to take it bit, by bit. When I started I didn't really have an end goal in mind. I'd never been thin so I had no idea what that would look like. Now that I'm closer I can fine tune my body.
What are your biggest obstacles in obtaining your goals in the next year?
Me, Myself and I, I'm afraid. Graduating (with a film degree no less) is a dream, but it's also going to mean I'm pushing myself outside of my little bubble where I am in a safe academic environment and into the real world. It's going to be hard, and I know I'm going to second guess myself a lot.
Even in weight loss when I get close to my goal I tend to take a lot of back steps. I really need to face my fears when it comes to both these things.
I make experimental films, not blockbusters. There isn’t a ton of money in that, so it may mean finding something else I enjoy doing and making movies on the side. I think I’m okay with that though.