Speaking of drinking, I have an annoucement to make. This morning, I made the decison that I am never going to drink again.
I have come to this conclusion for several reasons. Firstly, alcohol has waaay to many calories. I would much rather eat a chocolate bar or a steak.
Secondly, I don't really like the taste. I hate beer, I hate wine, and I can only tolerate vodka when it's mixed with Coke, and even then, the taste is only reasonable when I'm already drunk.
Which brings me to another point: I only drink to get drunk. It's fun and all, but I think I can be confident or an idiot or a flirt pefectly well using my sober personality; and if not, then clearly I need to practice, and the alcohol is doing me more harm than good.
Fourthly, hangovers. This is an obvious one; they make me feel icky, and I lose entire days to their awfulness.
Finally, and a little more seriously, I recently read into a few studies that have been done about alcohol and breast cancer risk. While it may not be a HUGE increase, the risk did go up about 10% on average among test subjects who drank regularly. This stat scares me a little, because my mom died of breast cancer when she was 39, with no family history or anything; the only cause that jumps out at me from the list is alcohol, as she struggled with alcoholism for a few years.
So that's my reasoning. I don't think it will be very hard to abstain, because that one night in February is the only time I've had alcohol since I started the program. It's not something I need, or even really want. So I would like to take this opportunity to officially announce that I'm never drinking again.
And because this decision wasn't made after a night of drinking, it's not just an empty promise