Divine- It's too cute!!!

I did it!! 50 lbs gone at this morning's weigh in. Now on to Onederland. To celebrate I bought myself a pair of thigh high boots, three dresses, and a belt.

I'm sorry I'm not so good at personals. Everyone is doing great though!!!

So proud of you!! 50 pounds is Amazing!!!!!!:)

lambiechop- i'm on my phone so forgive any mistakes. It's okay that you don't do personals much...as long as if you see a team member who really needs support, you do your best to try and give it. From what i've seen, you do...so it's all good!

mhill- It's not that cute in person, but thank you. I had actually never used a sewing machine before so the stitches and pocket are all crooked. I was going to sew it all by hand with yarn to give it a more hand crafted look, but the felt was REALLY thick and even after just sewing on the flower on the front and the rubber band on the back, my fingers hurt....so I used my mom's machine. I just made it with stuff laying around the house, so it's not exactly what I wanted....and I plan on buying the exact fabrics I want and making a new one once I have the money. If you really are interested in a hand crafted case though, check on etsy.com because I saw tons there for $15 to $30 that were SUPER cute and way better made then mine. That's where I got my inspiration. =)



well. My friend is okay. She had a lot of internal bleeding which they fixed, and she had been stabbed in the spleen with a large shard of glass from the windshield, so her spleen was removed. ii don't even know what a spleen does. Lol. Anyways, she's still in bad shape, but she's awake and they say she'll recover. It's amazing to me what the human body can recover from. I mean, just think of what we have done to our bodies by being overweight...and how we CAN change it. We're not destined to live this way forever. If I got into a car accident today and passed away, I would not be happy....because I would have never known what it was to live a healthy lifestyle. Not truly. I think I am just beginning to realize how much I really am damaging myself with those things I eat. I don't want my life to end like this I need to do this for me, so that for once in my life I can be healthy AND happy, not one or the other. I think i'm just starting to realize it IS possible to have both.

anyways, i'm going to try and sleep more. I keep waking up coughing and I feel awful (i have slept about 10 hours in the past 4 nights so far, which doesn't help. I try and sleep...i just can't)....so yeah. Back to sleep.

Well, another week is almost over! How do you ladies think you did? I'm hoping for a really good weigh in tomorrow morning! I just finished my 100 crunches and I'm REALLY feeling it in my abs. I think that my abs are the muscles I work out the least, so this was a really good challenge for me. I might try and keep doing 100 crunches a week just so that I can build up strength there. I've found that my favorite way to do them is on my stability ball. I feel like I get a fuller range of motion, and I have more support on my back.

I've noticed we've definitely become a little less chatty then we were when we started out. I get it, everyone is busy, but some team members I don't think we've heard from in a whole two weeks. I'm really hoping that everyone is still on track and that they've just been too busy to post. Just know that I'm thinking about each and every one of you and sending you all the support and best wishes that I can!

I had a good day today for food. I haven't eaten dinner yet, but I think maybe I'll just eat soup because I'm not very hungry. I had better be under 250 on the scale tomorrow. I was this morning....but I'm worried it was just a fluke. I'll change my ticker tomorrow to match whatever my WI says, and I'll call it official. lol. I really need to get back into smaller clothes. I have so many cute winter outfits laying around that are like one or two sizes too small. I think last winter I was about 200 pounds. I know I can't lose 50 pounds before winter is over, but I might be able to get back into SOME of the stuff. I hope...lol.

Well, it's time to go get ready and then pick up my boyfriend from work. Then we're going to barnes and noble to get my NOOK TABLET! Omg I'm so freaking excited. I've been thinking about it all day. It's silly to be this excited about it, but I am. Tomorrow I'm going out with some friends, but we're just going bowling. I've never enjoyed bowling alley food, so that shouldn't be a temptation, and we're going to bowl at least 3 games so it will be a good workout. It's sad that I think bowling is a workout....from the time I was 5 years old until I graduated high school I bowled in a league every saturday morning at 10am....we bowled 3 games a week. I bowled in tournaments and won over $30,000 in college scholarships (which is all used up by now...lol), and I wasn't too bad. My average was around 190 or 200 and my high game was 267. Now I go bowling and my legs and arms are sore for days. Its sad that it used to be so easy for me and now it actually does feel like a workout. I think bowling is the only reason I never got over 300 pounds. lol

Anyways, I have to go. Hope you all had a great Friday!

Devine - I'm sure you will be under 250 in the morning!!! I'm excited for you!!!

Today was my towns Lighting of the Christmas tree, it was so fun! All the shops stayed open late, there was live music, dances by different childrens programs and finally Santa arrived and we lit the towns Huge Christmas Tree!!! The Christmas Parade is next weekend! I've only been living in this town for about 3 months now and I'm loving all the fun things going on!!
So anyways, here's how I spend the whole 2 hours of the show...
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... I love it!!! This is my sweet little might as well be child! Lol
I have been around since this baby girl was conceived and she's a Huge part of my life, the best part about living in my new town, she now loves 4 miles up the road from me!!!

So I'm happy!
I didn't get into the gym today because I did this right after work and now I'm having movie night with my love... but toting her around all night like this was my exercise lol

Hope everyone is having a great day!!!
Happy almost weigh in day! I was down today, hope it stays off tommorrow!

Divine- That's cool you were a bowler. I enjoy it but I suck big time! Glad your friend seems to be recovering well. Who needs a spleen anyways, lol. (I'm pretty sure it's useful for something though unlike an appendix)

Mhill- you look so happy in the pic and the tree lighting sounds like a lot of fun.

I took my daughter for her first mani-pedi today and I got a full set done. They're polka dot acrylics and I LOVE them. My Christmas tree also arrived today and the kids and I decorated it. Cuddling on the couch with them now eating fresh baked cookies (them, not me) and watching Elf.

Lambie - Elf is a Great movie!:) I Love going to get mani-pedi's done... I'm glad you had a good time, I haven't had mine done in forever because I'm trying to stick to my budget lol

I still can't believe it's Christmas time. I suppose it's because my Mum hasn't decorated the house yet. She's Christmas mad, so every room there's a hint of Christmas! Maybe I'll use the spares and put something in my room hehe.

You look really cute in that pic mhill! You have an amazing smile =).

I had a moment of weakness last night. I was on my own and I really didn't feel like left over spaghetti from the other night...so I ordered a takeaway ;_;. I got Chinese, and it was gooood. BUT! I think karma was seriously trying to punish me for it, because I ordered it online because I had no cash on me and the website I used froze a couple of times and then it worked. When I checked my bank account my current balance was a bit low so out of curiosity I took off what I paid for the food 3 times and sure enough it matched up. So I got charged 3 times! Talk about karma. Gotta sort out a refund today!

I am under 250!!! I am 249.2 to be exact. I kind of forgot to eat dinner last night (so busy playing with my new nook which i am posting from right now)....but ehh. I will definitely take it.

mhill that little girl is so cute. I bet you had a blast! I love little kids. The best part of my job is being around kids all day. Lol

lambiechop i have never had a mani pedi before...maybe that should be one of my rewards for reaching a minigoal. I have been thinking alot aboutbsetting some minigoals, it was actually Riestrella's suggestion, and i think that would be a good yet affordable reward.

Riestrella dont feel too bad about the chinese food. It may have a lot of sodium, but as long as you controlled your portion sizes its not THAT bad for you. Thats my problem with chinese food....portion sizes. Ibjust cant make myself stop i love it so much...and i eat like 6 or 7 portions without even blinking.

EVERYONE! DONT FORGET TO POST YOUR WEIGH INS TODAY!!! :)

Divine - CONGRATS! Look at your ticker go! Thought more about any goals? See, the thing is I COULD have saved it for today but I didn't...so technically I ate 2 portions >_>. But in my defence I did leave a bit and threw it out (didn't want my Mum knowing I threw out her spaghetti! I feel like a naughty teen!). Going to work out twice as hard with Insanity today!

So today was a pretty great success, went grocery shopping with the roommate when we both got off work, super healthy options for the most part with, admittedly, a few cheats in there...
Little brief on me, I've been with my company for a year and a half now, but I got a promotion about 3 months ago(tomorrow actually) and up until I started the new position I had lost 50 pounds total... now you see where I am thanks to the added hours and stress.... but Anyways... Today it all paid off in my mind... I worked with a customer for a little over an hour getting things set up and helping her out... when she got ready to leave she made it a point to tell me that she thinks I am really good at what I do and that she was thankful that I was who she got to work with. I seriously almost cried I was so happy to hear those words. She has no idea how much she just made my day!
Thankfully my boss was standing within earshot and ended up giving me another pat on the back after she left..
It's those moments that make the last 3 months of stress and overwhelming emotional days of learning new stuff so completely worth it..
Just had to share!!! :)


Thank you! You're so sweet!:)
Chinese food is one of my biggest weaknesses and I have decided if I tell myself no that I will just binge and make it worse, so when I go I try so hard to use portion control and eat REALLLLLY slow lol... and as far as being charged 3 times, I'm seeing some more chinese in your future!!! lol I hate when I have card problems at some places, it can get stresseful!

Congrats on being under 250!!! That is sooo exciting! You're just movin' right along!!:carrot: I hope you're loving your nook, ereaders are the greatest thing!!
I envy your job, I love kids so much!! If I spent all done with a bunch of her running around I would have a blast lol... that little girl is my little princess, not sure what I would do without her and her mom(my best friend)...

Well I think I found an inspirational picture that will help me to lose weight. In this picture I was about 60 pounds lighter then I am now....so I wasn't at my goal weight, but I was a lot closer. I also absolutely loved my haircut. I've been trying to grow my hair out and it's at that in between stage where it's driving me crazy and looking really funny....and so I've been looking through old pictures of it longer to convince myself not to give in and cut it.

Anyways. I found this picture, and I think I looked GORGEOUS. I wish I had realized back then how pretty I really was. I don't think I would have gained the weight back or cut my hair off if I had known. I cut my hair off because I needed a change...and I don't regret it, but I am missing the more feminine long hair especially now that I'm bigger again because without my feminine figure, I feel very boyish...

I figure it will take me about 6 to 8 months to grow my hair out this long, and about 6 to 8 months to lose 60 pounds....so it's a perfect goal picture right? I don't care about how long it takes really....but in 8 months I'll be moving back up to school and starting fresh and I think it would be good for me to feel more feminine and stuff.

I'll post the pictures as attachments so I don't have to shrink them. The first one is a picture of me that is more recent, the second one is the goal picture.

I have also been thinking about mini goals, and this is what I came up with!

Mini Goals
245 – First 10 pounds gone!
230 – Weight that I was December 2010
210 – Almost to Onederland!
195 – Safely into Onederland!!
180 – Weight where I gave up last time and started gaining again
175 – Lowest adult weight ever
165 – Almost healthy!
155 – Healthy weight, 5 pounds from goal!
150 – Final Goal!



My hope is that thinking about this in terms of mini goals will help break it down into something small and more attainable...and give me something to focus on and work towards each week. I really hope it helps!

Devine you look great in those pictures!! I need to do some digging and find a picture, it's been so long since I was any smaller lol and even then I was still big!
I think your goals sound awesome! I love working towards small goals at a time, makes you feel like you're getting things done super fast!!

So there is a guy at my apartment complex at the gym just about every night when I go around the same time...
He's my motivation, whew~! lol
:)

Hope everyone is having a great day!

Not a lot of talk lately ladies!
Hope everyone is having a great week!
I work up lacking motivation so I did some searching and made this thread!!:)

Hey everyone! Here's a pic of the new addition to our family
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She's such a little cutie. Today she hasn't done anything inside! She's been going outside (mainly because I let her out every 3 hours!) so I'm impressed. The only downside is that I feel like she's taking over my life a little bit! I get a bit nervous about her not being let out that I tend to just watch TV inbetween play time and pee time! But I'm going to try my best to do something productive while I'm watching her - read, write, draw, anything!

I had a terrible eating day yesterday, my friend and I had a bit of a pig out. BUT! No damage done and I've been consistent with Insanity! I really push myself which is great, I found when I first started I was a bit slack.

Divine - You're already a beautiful girl, but I know that the healthier you get the better you look! It's great to have inspiration, you got there before you can do it again! Glad you've got some goals listed out, those are great! You can do it =)

mhill - I tried to make a motivation thread once, it didn't really take off! But mainly it was because I was posting pics of hot women, yours are much more inspirational ;p

Lol all the pics of the hot women just hurt my feelings...
The puppy is absolutely precious!! I love dogs, I treat mine like my child lol!!!

With the way I'm spending time with her - I feel like she's my child! I literally feel like she's a ticking bomb ready to pee and poo anywhere at any time... it's intense! But the rewards are amazing, she just loves snuggling up to me and she's just so adorable. I think I was too young/moody to appreciate my other dog, Murphy, when he was a puppy. But now that I'm much older I really do appreciate having her around, I know she won't be this small and precious for long!

Awh I know the feeling!!!
I have 2, one grew super fast and is Huge now.. then my little baby is a year and a half old and still 8 pounds!! I Love it!!

Okay I just realized that the two long posts that I made from my nook didn't go through. I'm on my laptop now. I guess my internet got cut off at work or something (it goes in and out) and so it didn't actually post anything I said. I'm not dead, i've just been studying for finals and really busy. I'll try and do personals and last week's stats tonight, but I have 3 papers and a quiz to take tonight...so if I don't get it posted tonight I'll post it tomorrow. Sorry I've been so distracted guys! I hope everyone else is still on track. =D

Good luck with all your school work! I have one final on Tuesday night and I'm finished for the semester! I'm so ready for a few weeks off!!!!

So I hit my 30 lbs lost today!!!!!!(Well, a little over)
and I work 10.5 hours tomorrow and then I'm off for 9 days!!
The downside, I'm feeling not too well!:( and afraid it's getting worse!

So I'm trying to attach a picture of myself so you guys can put a face to my name. Hope it works. This is me about 3 weeks ago. :)

Lambie - it worked! Great picture!!!

Team Arctic Fox Week 3 Stats

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v2...sWeekThree.jpg

Sorry for the delay ladies. It was a super busy week. I'll come back and post personals after I finish the overall individual stats and go update that.

Alright. I have had a crazy crazy week. First one thing, then another, then another. My friend that had the accident is doing okay now. My cat got really sick and I had to take him to the vet and spend tons of money I don't have, but he's feeling better now. I have been sick, but I'm feeling better now. It LOOKS like I'm going to get As in all my classes from this semester, but I'm not sure. Hopefully I will. If I do, then I will graduate with the highest honors available at the community college, and then move on to a university to finish my bachelors degree. I've been staying up late every night studying, and then going to work exhausted every morning. I've been working extra hours, slacking with my food, and not working out much at all. It's definitely a stressful time of year for me. I think if it wasn't for this challenge, I wouldn't even care about what I was eating or doing at all...so it's definitely a good thing that you guys are here to keep me on track. I am just so so tired. I wish I could sleep for a month.

Riestrella - That puppy is absolutely adorable. I remember when my cats were just kittens how much attention and love they needed. They always wanted to play (one of them even played fetch with me), and I felt a great sense of companionship from them. Now it's like they just coexist with me. They are 2 years old now and they don't play much anymore and they will come lay down next to me on the bed but they don't seem to care if I even pet them or not. I say you should enjoy those puppy years while you can because once they are gone you'll never get them back. I still love my cats to death. They know when I'm upset or not feeling well because they won't leave me alone when I am...but other then that they're very much grown up and don't seem to care much if I'm around. I miss having kittens =/

mhill - CONGRATS on the 30 pounds lost! I hope you're feeling better though. Make sure that you're drinking tons of fluids! =D

Lambie - You are gorgeous girl! It definitely is nice to put a face with the name. I always wonder what people on this forum look like. I feel close to a lot of people on here...and some of them I have absolutely no clue how they look, which is kind of strange when you think about it. We share our secrets and insecurities with these people and really don't know much about them at all. It's just....interesting. It's not something you would expect, to get so much support from women you barely know, but it's definitely wonderful and super helpful.

I'll stop rambling now. I am also a little disappointed with the chat this week (or lack thereof). I was busy yes, but it seems like Riestrella, Mhill, Lambie and I are the only people who have really posted for a while. Anyone else on the team who is reading this, we don't just want to see you weigh in numbers, we want to know how you are doing and what's going on in your life! Feel free to jump in and speak up =D

Also, we're down to 13 team members now. I know chubbyhipster and cheerios had too many misses, I'm not sure if there was anyone else or just them. I hope everyone weighs in this week because we cannot really afford to lose more team members!

Hey everyone! Sorry about being m.i.a. all week. I start a new job tomorrow and I am super excited! But, last week was my last at my job and I had to work a lot of extra because I am the only person in the office credentialed to do these certain assessments so they scheduled a million for me to do before I left and they haven't hired anyone to replace me yet so it was a mess! Also, (probably due to the added stress) my stomach symptoms have flared like crazy so I've not really worked out or been super focused in my food. Luckily that didn't really impact my weight negatively...didn't help either but I can refocus. Anyway, my new job is at a hospital and they have an on-site gym, healthy food choices and lots of incentives to be healthier. Also I will have a stable schedule so I can plan meals and exercise better. Plans get messed up easily when you have to respond to crises after hours all the time. Anyways, now I can be more involved on here. My tummy is still acting up but I will do my best and I am still feeling very committed...now just gotta get my body to agree!

Hey everyone! Well I've had a major stall recently, I've been at 163 lbs now since the 20th November, which is 3 weeks! I know that a big part of it has been lack of exercise, but it's slightly disheartening that after this week having kicked Insanity in the a$$ and done it every day that I haven't budged. But I have been on my period...so I'm reaaaallly hoping that after drinking loads of water and trying to sort my eating out I can drop to 159 lbs and achieve my mini goal!

My eating has been terrible recently, I had a massive pig out Monday with crisps, coke, chocolates and sweets and a foot long subway with my friend, Wednesday was my Mum's birthday so we had a massive curry, Friday I had chocolate, chocolate cake and crisps in the evening, yesterday I had toast in the evening...I swear my period makes me an eating MACHINE.

So I might plan to have a bit of a detox next week, just eat healthier foods and cut out some of the processed foods from my diet. Usually I'm fine, but I think with this stall I really need to take some serious measures to get my weight budged. I think once I hit 162 lbs I'm going to scream in joy! The funny thing is is that I've had this stall before!! I hate stalls, they're the worse!!

Divine - Have you ever had a dog? Because they never grow out of puppy stage! They're crazy and love playing for life. That's why I don't really like cats, no offence, they're not very sociable like dogs are. I <3 my doggies and they always give me love and attention even when they grow up! If you ever want that attention you should get a dog someday! Try your best to stay healthy (not just weight - but sleep too!) and make sure you drink plenty of water to stay hydrated through this time. Stress is awful, it can affect everything in your life so try and keep a cool head.

nest - Good luck at your new job! It's great they have a gym and healthier food, will just have to stay focused. Get better soon!

Glad I weighed in yesterday morning because after a massive binge last night I was up 2 lbs this morning :(. I've been pretty ****e about my eating lately and it's pretty disheartening because I have 3 weeks until my husband gets home and I don't want to undo all of my hard work.

Today I'm attempting to clean and organize my room so I'll do personals later on. I need to go buy some storage bins to put away all of the clothes that are too big for my husband and I now.

I'm feeling a little better today, still a little congested but nothing too terrible. I do have this awful fever blister that has developed from all this sickness:( Good thing I'm on vacation this week and don't have to be embarrassed by it at work. I rarely ever get those when I get sick, so I am bummed.
I'm also sad because yesterday my laptop started acting crazy then stopped responding... I took it to have it looked at and it had to be completely wiped off and the hard drive had to be repaired.. so I lost EVERYTHING!:( All my picture, school work, progress pics(most important), and all my working docs(like resume, etc)... so that's stressful!

nest - Congrats on the new job!!!! I hope you get to feeling better before your first day!! I wish my job had an on site gym lol

riestrella - I'm sure that after your period you will see your results!! You have been doing Awesome!!

Hi ladies!

Finally some good news! Yesterday morning I weighed in at 163 lbs, no surprise there that's what I always weigh these days. But later in the evening, having eaten mind you, I was getting ready for my work Christmas party and I was waiting for my straighteners to heat up so I thought I'd step on the scale. 162 lbs!!! Holy moly! I was amazed, simply because I usually weigh like 5 lbs more once I've eaten but huzzah! I got super excited and changed all my tickers haha.

My work do went really well, everyone loved my new dress. I managed to get a picture of me before I went outside and got windswept!
http://i349.photobucket.com/albums/q...a/IMG_2672.jpg
I won 2 awards at work, best newcomer and favourite person to work with. So amazed! I also came 2nd in hottest female, I was shocked! People actually voted for me!!

I put this in my progress pic thread in the main forum, but I figured I'd put it here too. Can't believe how different I look now! I think I look a lot more 'alive' if that makes sense!
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Today I'm going to make sure I do Insanity even though I'm super tired from last night! MUST STAY CONSISTENT!

Riestrella, you look so pretty!!

Mhill, hope you're feeling better!

Nest, congrats on the new job. It sounds like an awesome place!

My son is getting an award at school today and I'm very excited for him. He's such a good kid. After a horribly, awfully off plan weekend I've been back on track for the past two days. I need to get it into my thick head that when I eat like crap, I feel like crap. Less than three weeks and my husband will be home!! I want so badly to hit Onederland by then.

Lambie - You can do it! Just remember that everything you do affects your body in some way or another. Whether it be loads of exercise or loads of eating, it all counts towards something. So yeah, it's tough to go out and exercise and easy to cram your face full of delicious food, but you've got to decide which result you want more - do you want to get thinner or fatter? It's hard when there's so much temptation, but you have a great motivation so focus on the look on his face when he sees you!
I'm aiming to reach 150 lbs by February 11th which is when I'll see my boyfriend again. I haven't seen him since July when I was 181 lbs, and a huge motivating factor has been him! Whether it's making me not pork out or making me exercise, I think of that moment when we'll see each other. Just keep going, don't let one trip ruin your progress, you're doing amazing so far! You're almost halfway!!

Riestrella - You look Great!!! Love te dress!:) and congrats on the weight change, I knew you could do it!!

Lambie - You can do it! Using your husband as motivation will make that goal even more achievable and so worth it once you get there!!

Hope everyone is having a great week! I've been completely useless this week! I've been exercising and eating well, but I'm on vacation so I have pretty much been sleeping in and watching tv most of my days!
Tonight is my final for my class at school, then I'm done until Jan 12!! :)

The semester is over! I just took my final!! I finished with a B in the class, I'm happy!
Hope everyone is having a great week!:)

Well....I haven't been having a good week at all. I have been struggling. I just weighed myself for the first time since our weigh in last week, and I'm up 2.4 pounds. I had been weighing in every day, but then I started to make not so good choices, started avoiding the scale, and stopped posting on here so much. Part of my lack of posting is that I have been busy....but I know that cant account for all of it. It's going to be even more complicated tomorrow because I'm going out with my boyfriend's family for his birthday and we're going to some place that doesn't have nutritional info online and I have NO IDEA what they have there, so there isn't really a good way for me to prepare. I'm nervous about it. I don't want to make it all the way back up to 255....it's bad enough that I'm back in the 250s. I think it has partially been stress (I just finished my finals yesterday, I got As in all my classes which means I'm going to graduate with the highest honors with my associate's degree, and hopefully I'll get some scholarships to help pay for my bachelors!!!), but I can't blame it all on that. My eating has been TERRIBLE. More fast food. I'm having such a hard time staying away from the fast food...It's just so addictive.

Riestrella - you look absolutely gorgeous! I love the dress. I don't usually wear dresses with the scoop neck like that because of my big boobs, but if you could pull it off so could I and it really looks good on you....so maybe I should try it sometime. lol.

Lambiechop - I have a problem also with remembering that junk food makes me feel awful. I eat tons of it, and I feel sick...and then I go eat tons of it the next day. It's awful. We just need to try and remember....and we need to come here to 3FC and reach out for help whenever our cravings are about to get the best of us.

Mhill - Just relax on vacation. Vacations are good for lowering stress, and stress is bad for weight loss. lol. Also, congrats on the finals being done! I know how great that feels. lol

Devine - Congrats on all A's! That is so awesome! I wish I could be that amazing lol. Don't worry so much about the gain, everyone has those weeks, especially with finals. I guess having been through finals week too I'm all about going easy on yourself because my weight has been Crazy fluctuating all week! Don't get discouraged just take it as a lesson learned, get back in here and let's Do this!!!:)

Hey everyone!

Well, after such an exciting Monday afternoon of reaching 162 lbs I'm back up to 163 lbs. It's my own fault though, not drinking water, skipping Insanity workouts...bleeehhh! I'm so lazy sometimes. But today I've been drinking water and I did my workout so I'm hoping to see some results tomorrow. I've not been peeing every 2 minutes so I'm hoping that the water is hydrating my body.

I've been bad with eating Chocolate, my Mum bought me a MASSIVE bar of Galaxy chocolate (my absolute fav) and I've been nibbling at it ;_;. Thankfully chocolate is quite sickly to me, but when I spread it out it's baaad. So trying to monitor that too. I might start calorie counting again to keep myself accountable.

mhill - Woohoo, congrats on your grade! Well done!

Divine - Thanks that's really sweet of you to say! Honey, my boobs are MASSIVE. I'm a 32 HH, so there's just no hiding them! There's no point trying to any more, it's just a fact - they are big. The sooner you accept that fact the sooner you just go with the flow!
Just pick the healthiest option on the menu if you're nervous - steamed meat, salads, dressing on the side...it'll be much better for you. And just drink water. Fast food seems to be you're ultimate weakness, don't you waste loads of money on it? I think if you go out and buy loads of fresh groceries then it might help because if you don't use it they'll go off and it'll be a waste of money. More of an incentive perhaps? But yeah, I can't really say anything other than stop getting junk food! It's terrible for you, and you don't need it if you're stressed!

mhill thanks! I work my butt off for my As. I will be graduating with a 3.92 gpa. Its one of the few things in life i have control over, so i do my best to excel at it.

Riestrella yeah i'm wearing a 36G but should really be in a 36H. My boobs got bigger after i lost 70 pounds and gained it back...so my bras from last time around dont fit quite right. Its so much harder and more expensive to get larger bra sizes here then it is in europe though. I generally end up ordering from bravissimo, but the shipping from europe is so expensive. There are only a few boutiques around here that cary sizes that large with smaller band sizes, and if i went to one i would be paying $120 or so for a bra. Its just dumb. About buying healthy food....i DO and then i sit there watching it go bad while i go get fast food. Its awful i know, but i come home from work and then have school work to do and find myself too exhausted to cook. No one tells you how crazy working full time while you are a full time student is until you are stuck doing it. I am just so so tired and fas tfood is so convenient and easy. Days when i dont have money for fast food half the time i dont eat cause i am so tired i just pass out. I got home yesterday evening, took my finals, and passed out....forgot to do laundry and wpre semi-dirty clothes to work today because of it. I am just so tired all the time. I am up from around 5 am until 11 or 12 every night....and i STILL dont have time to get everything done.

Speaking of which, i was going to do the stats right now but my boyfriend is on my laptop takimg a final so it will have to wait. I am on my nook.

So far i have had a better day today....but i am still worried about tomorrow. I kmow this week i will have a gain, i am just hoping i can get it below 2 pounds.

Well i wasnt going to eat dinner...but my boyfriend offered mcdonalds. I almost resisted, but then he offered to get me a happy meal with the apples, so i said okay. I was really hungry and had no groceries or money and dont get paid till tomorrow. At least i didnt pig out....right? 4 Chicken nuggets and some apples cant be THAT bad right? :(