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Old 12-14-2005, 03:37 PM   #9
Luther Maze
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I’m right there with you CBETA. 30 years old, been in social isolation for about 5 years. It’s hard for me to get out due to illness. But I just keep telling myself little things, the little things that can cure or kill, one is that the future is not set. Long ago I stopped trying to see what will be, because it was always bad, and must importantly I was always right. So I’ve forsaken thinking too hard and thorough on the future. like the football player I’ve had to adopt the short-term memory.

Right now I’m thinking about this librarian, but I know IF I were to talk and ask her out it will end badly. This isolation has REALLY jinxed me. I guess it doesn’t help that I’ve only socialized with women while buzzed or drunk.

It does help reading such threads as this one though.
IBS-D since 1998

Life is but a memory on the breath of a dying man.

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