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Old 12-13-2005, 01:53 AM   #7
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thank you for all of your replies.
yes, i do agree that lipstic, shapeware and other female type items do not realy interest me, but they have to be done for the guys as they are looking for that stuff, even though they complain if you take too long to get ready.
I don't search specifically for anyone, but i do try to get out and enjoy life. I've tried just once to approach a guy I really liked and it was at the gym, yet he lied about his email to me, so it bounced back.
I think the most devastating thing is being alone in the mean time. I see happy couple, and I feel how my time is running out. I am scared, but thank you to you guys I feel less volnarable right now. A little more relieved.
My lightest ever in over 9 years (March'06) - 236 (I want to reach it again in '08)
Feb 20th - 246

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