OK, I'm having a moment of being totally bummed out. I had a doctors appointment this afternoon, follow up visit from my August 8th visit. At that time the doctor told me I needed to lose weight (duh) and to find something that worked for me. I started WW that day, and I've lost 47 pounds in just 4 months and 3 days....
I don't know what I was expecting. I did not expect her to jump up and down or anything, but I guess I did expect a little bit of enthusiasm on her part! I was actually excited to go in for my checkup! I left the doctors office down in the dumps. Her response to my weight loss was "It's a good start (that's how I felt too, so far so good....) but when you hit 190 you'll plateau!" What?!?! Is 190 some magic number or something? Is it in the secret medical journals that Kelly will make it to 190 and then bottom out and not be able to lose any more? UGH! I said to her, "well, I feel good and I'm following the plan set by WW, so I'm sure it'll work the way it's supposed to, and that over time the rate of weight loss will slow down." She then said, "Well I don't want you losing 100 pounds in a year!" Wait a second, if I'm going to plateau at 190, she has nothing to worry about!!!! Another thing I've been thinking about since I got home was that when I went into the office in August, I felt like a cow. I felt huge next to anyone at all smaller than me. I took action and have been working on my weight consciously, every day! Today when I was there and she was not offering encouragement, I actually took a good look at her, and you know what? I don't know how much she weighs, but realistically I'll bet she's a size 14 or 16...and hey, I'm a 16 now. Is she a bit annoyed that suddenly we're the same size, when she was the one telling me to do something about my size just a couple months ago?
OK, I'm off my soapbox. Sorry for the rambling post, I just needed to put it down on paper (or screen) to get it off my chest and be done with it. She wants another follow up visit in 4 months...April, 2007. I'll show her what can be done, with our without a plateau!!!!