Hey everyone. I used to post here a lot but I see a lot of new names and faces so I thought I'd reappear to say hi.
I feel soo guilty not keeping up with all of you lovely ladies and gent(s). I've been keeping up every few days but every time click the respond button I feel like a hypocrite because I don't have anything to add and I've been doing so poorly diet wise. I know it helps to stick around when you're struggling and share and all that but i haven't been able to bring myself to do it.
I keep wondering what happened to me- I was so motivated. I loved exercise. Today I went to the gym for the first time in weeks and I felt so great after I was done. I know it feels good and it's good for me. Why can't I jsut do it? I'm so frustrated and I feel like I'll never get to my goals. I feel like a big lazy lump. I think it's just mostly stress. I'm finally in my last year of school, then on the other hand everyone is harassing me about what I want to "do with my life" when I get out, as if I'm supposed to have some Big Plan. I know that's unrealistic but I feel like a real doofus because I have no idea, and most of the time I don't even really care all that much. I have so much work to do for finals and I'm working 30 hours this coming week. I don't know how I'm going to have enough hours in the day. ARRRgh.
Sorry for the negativity. I just wanted to drop in and say hi, let you all know that i'm still reading and keeping up with you. I hope your holiday seasons are filled with love and happiness. Every one of you deserves nothing less.
-Dana