Ugh! This is just a rant, and a totally uncalled for one. So I am down 7 pounds from Sunday the 20th, thats really good, right? So how come I am so friggin' discouraged?!? I was doing so great, and then today, partly because I was SO hungry and had such a bad headache, I had pizza. It's not the end of the world, and sometimes I find that a carb overload gets my body back into weight loss mode. I've also hit *that* weight that I always get down to, and then gain all the weight back. Ugh! I know I can't quit, and have to push through this feeling, but I don't want to!! I want to crawl into bed with a big cinamon bun and a coke, I'm addicted to sugar! And to top it off, this girl I am "friends" with is losing weight, and is almost near my weight.. and she's always been bigger than me. And if she was a good friend, I could be happy for her.. but when it's always been some kind of competition, it's too hard. Okay, I am done ranting, and plan to do a really hard workout to shake this stupid plateau off!
-Aimee