Hey y'all.
As we get closer, I'm seeing that my husband isn't nervous, stressed, worried, anxious what have you... So I'm starting to relax a bit. Not much, but a bit. I'm still a wreck, and my stomach is still in knots, but I actually got some sleep last night!
And I guess I can claim this as an NSV of sorts... But I haven't been snacky as a way to relieve my stress and anxiety as has been my habit in the past. I've been more inclined to pace back and forth in my apartment or go for a walk (if it's evening and not 100 degrees outside) to help lower my anxiety levels. As a result I've hit over 4 miles 2 out of the last 3 days, and I usually don't get much higher than 3 miles in a day. I find that to be impressive because from front door to back door in my apartment is *maybe* 15 steps. Wearing a groove in the carpet with my pacing. BUT IT'S NOT EATING!
I've actually been pretty good with the eating, and I'm trying to learn portion control, and that I can fit some of the more decadent sweets into my day. Like gelato. I had some, weighed out to the gram on my food scale, 1 serving exactly... And it was wonderful.
Laurie - Good luck with your 90% vegan efforts. I love fruits and veggies, but I'd be a mess without meat and dairy. I have greek yogurt and eggs almost every day! And now you know your family will eat the fresh fruits and veggies, maybe you can start slowly switching them from empty calorie snacks to fresh produce. I'm sure that would be a big help for you later on.
Donna - I can only imagine what you are going through with your children! I'm so glad you've found comfort and peace in your faith in God, that's something I'm still having trouble with! It's so hard for me to "let go and let God"... But I'm a worrier. Always have been. And I LOVE east Tennessee. I'll be driving through tomorrow on my way to Indiana I-40W to I-75N... Through the mountains again... hopefully only 3 more trips through the mountains! Up for the vote, back here to pack and move, and then moving up.
Martini - Congrats on finishing your project! And I'll take all the good energy you're sending my way... I could use it. Thanks. :P
I hope you're all having a wonderful day!