Oh Hey! everyone!
I've been skipping school.....or placed in detention. I feel the shame of failing an exam that everyone else has Aced, and I'm hiding my papers under my desk! I don't want to go reporting my score on all those threads I signed up for, and I don't know if I should be posting here or if I should go back a grade. Sigh. I decided to keep posting here and not move my ticker up. I don't want to give myself permission to fail. I'm developing a "starting anew" attitude and considering this a minor setback/plateau.
I have been feeling tired and stressed lately and it shows on the scale. I'm keeping track of calories, and I confess I've been consuming more, but only a bit--an extra serving of pistachios here, extra glass of milk there. My coffee consumption has actually been lower (less creamer) because I don't have time to make it. I'm sure it's the lack of exercise and stress--the working with malicious people kind of stress. Anyway, I'm scared because I made zero progress from Feb to Nov of last year, and I don't want to fall into that same trap this year.
Help me out ladies....I'm being sucked into that black hole again!
Or maybe it's just time for me to re-configure things...I don't know....I've been keeping excellent records since Dec 1, and I can see my rate of weight loss steadily drop.
so g'night all. Time for this:
(no smiley for kicking my own butt!)