So, I'm only back on plan 2 1/2 weeks and have come down just over 10 pounds. I have been working out pretty decently I think for a "beginner", and today I notices "saddlebags" starting at the very top of my inside thighs. I was kind of and kind of at the same time, because heck yeah, I'm seeing some results already .
Now I have to tell you, my husband is a good husband. Of course, there are times I want to kill him and throw his body in the woods for the coyotes to eat. But, really over all he is a good man, he is faithful and loves me unconditionally... though maybe unconditionally is through completely unseeing eyes too.
I showed him my newly noticed "saddlebags" and said "They have not always been like this have they? I don't remember this little pouch thing hanging like this.". His response "I don't know, I never really looked".
Ok what the heck does that mean?? Has he been saying how he thinks I'm beautiful no matter what I weigh all these years and really not even seeing what I look like? Is he secretly appalled by me and just doesn't see me when he is looking at me?? He wouldn't say any more (probably because he knew he was digging a big hole to try to climb back out of, I'm sure my jaw dropped because I was really fighting tears), so I don't know for sure what to make of it.