Hugs to you Heyma!
I went through a similar situation last year that almost destroyed me but I'm committed to making this year better. Part of my healing process this year is to forgive myself (still a work in progress
). We both went through great pain and did what we had to do to get through the grief. We both found comfort in food. It's okay. We can now let go and move forward. Here's to a GREAT 2012! Looking forward to getting to know you!