Nikki - I've been there - over to Fiji, up to QLd islands, and just at beach holiday homes - so I've struggled with the seatbelt, sweated, and watched whilst others did activities with my kids.
BUT I've also rested, chatted, laughed, swam and snorkled in my plus size swimsuit, eaten and drunk and in general had a wonderful time.
Really don't cancel - you are what you are, and although you are disappointed in yourself, others will just enjoy you for being you.
AND still one of my daughters favourite memories - she was 16 - in FIJI going snorkeling, a motor cruiser with its ladder missing, its so far past embarassing being a 300 pound plus woman attempt to haul herself over the side of a motor cruiser with a random man pulling her arm!!! OK a bit awful at the time, I waited in the water until there was only her behine me to spare others the view, and all the boat had a bit of a laugh- so did I , then everyone moved on to discussing the snorkelling - the fish and coral was breathtaking, and I've have missed all that - worth 10 seconds of embarassment and DD still laughs about it today, in a nice way, says she will always remember it.....and thats not a bad thing, it makes us all smile and laugh.
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