Woohoo, Salley!!
Congrats on being so close!!
Do you have trouble grasping the fact you're under 200 pounds and in smaller sizes?
I was shopping today, something I hadn't done for quite a while, and there was a top I really liked at Fashion Bug... They only had 2 - one was 0X and one was 3X. Without giving it much thought, I took the 3X to the dressing room because my mind said, "I may still be able to fit into something this big" instead of considering the 0X might fit. Ummm it was like a nightgown, lol. Defeated, I tried on the smaller one just to find it fit wonderfully! I felt so silly, but I really just can't accept that the weight loss is real and there are differences other than the numbers I see on the scale.
I still feel I'm in bigger sizes than others my height/weight, but it has to do with my apple shape and I have to be OK with how I'm built and know I'm losing sizes at my own individual rate.