This early in the journey, when no one is noticing that I'm losing weight and I haven't really moved into new clothing sizes, it's tough to remain committed despite the tremendous inconveniences of this new lifestyle. For example, I planned on having kiwi and a protein bar for breakfast. (Trying to wean myself from the protein bars, but they are super convenient and delicious!) I woke up to find my daughter had eaten both of them (and the GrapeNuts and blueberries that I looked for were not there either - probably my son). Such a pain to have to try and figure out something quick and satisfying that will help me stay OP. Glad that my kids naturally enjoy healthy eating, but really hard to plan stuff.
Had a happy moment when I stepped on the scale. But then looked in the mirror and noticed that my gut is still larger than my chest. Somehow I think I'm the only person in the world entitled to miracles? Who believes that a few weeks OP should result in miraculous transformation?
So, at the end of this long, rambling post is the point. This lifestyle is time-consuming, inconvenient, and difficult, especially in the part before I am noticing and appreciating the changes in my body in terms of slenderness. But I feel so much better. I can do so much more with my kids. If someone needs something from downstairs, I'm the first to volunteer to get it (free calorie burn!). I don't consume the guilt along with the double cheeseburger and Coke. I just need to hold onto these rewards - at least until the others start making appearances!