I felt/feel exactly the same way! Endless office parties, holiday luncheons and people bringing in left-overs from their personal parties, and holiday "treats" left out to make me sad (I don't eat sugar or processed flour so I don't partake - that doesn't mean I don't WANT to partake which in turn just frustrates me and makes me long for my fat days.
I am even happy(ish) to be back at my office after an 11 day staycation because now I am back in my routine: I bring all my food for the day with me, very regimented and everything dutifully accounted for. At home I was grabbing an almond here and there and maybe an extra piece of fruit or what have you. Even though I didn't go off my allowable food list, I still overdo it when my routine is disrupted. So glad for January!
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