I'm just so....UGH. So I knew somewhere in the back of my mind that my scale was messing up. That maybe it wasn't reading my weight correctly. It was a digital scale, and I reset it every once in a while just in case, you know?
Well first thing that happens was on Saturday morning, my scale breaks. Like, I step on it and it CRACKS. As in, my scale officially broke because I was too fat to stand on it, cracked. REALLY? What a great start to a day, right?
Second thing that happens was this morning...I finally bought a new scale Saturday night, set it up yesterday, and took my weight this morning. It's taken me all day to calm down enough from my fit of self-hate and depression to write this out.
NOT ONLY does my new scale give me a weight that is 10 lbs higher than my "current" weight, BUT I'm also now at my "highest" documented weight from a scale.
Really, scale? You gotta do this to me now?
So now, I'm not only going to have to readjust all my counters, but I'm essentially starting at ZERO weight loss, because there's no real way to know for sure how much I've lost if my scale really was that defunct.
ARGH. You know, I'm seriously considering just moving to a once a month weigh in just so I don't have to deal with crazy scales on a daily basis.
Note: I weighed myself on my Mom's scale, just in case. It confirmed the new scale's reading >=(