Please don't eat horribly, (as you sated you were) because of a medical term. Eating that stuff will only make things worse, not better.
You think morbidly obese sucks, I started out as
SUPER-MORBIDLY OBESE. Talk about an eye opener. YIKES! Though unlike a few who say they didn't look like they were as big as their weight/BMI, I was every bit the size described. Funny, I didn't "think" I looked that big back then, and people were kind and said I carried my weight well, but now, looking back at pictures...WHO IN THE WORLD was I kidding!
I was thrilled when I got to drop the SUPER
I was thrilled when I got to drop the MORBIDLY
I was thrilled when I got to drop the OBESE
I was thrilled when I got to drop the OVERWEIGHT
AND I am THRILLED to be
NORMAL!!!
You can do it too...but overeating over it isn't the answer. FIGHT for normal. You can't give up because of terminology. Hang in there.