BethAnne, I'm sorry you've felt this way. I wish you would have said something sooner. We're all dealing with a lot on this board (both related to weightloss & not related to weightloss), & I think the best thing for everyone to do is just be up front about how we're feeling. I've noticed on this board when people are truthful about their feelings, everyone rallies around them with support. I can't help but think your "test" has ties to other feelings/issues. Kind of like a self-fulfilled prophecy & I don't necessarily think that's fair to the rest of us who are also dealing with our own struggles.
I do hope you will continue to post here. I've really, really enjoyed getting to know you. I know I've mentioned it on other threads, but you are a great source of inspiration to me. However, I wish you the absolute best no matter what you decide. The bottom line is I hope you can find a place (& hopefully it is here!
) that you are comfortable with & will facilitate your journey.