This is and isn't to do with with my weight loss journey. I was signed up for Culinary Arts- Chef Training at the local community college, but the deadline for paying is on Dec 3rd, I have not yet paid. I am now having serious concerns about doing this. I just feel like I can't.
I'm trying to figure out how to explain this. I'm thinking, I'd rather take this year to focus on my weight loss, and crafts (I am going to try to sell some things on etsy). Embarking on a career based in food does not seem like a good idea, even though I love to cook, I won't have choice over what I am cooking with the program, and in the future (unless I start my own business).
I am currently on a disability pension, due to migraines, depression, and weight is an issue with it too), I have never worked, except for babysitting and volunteering, and home care for my grandmother.
Getting a job is a big issue for me. I want one, but everywhere I apply I never get a call back for. I just feel really lost right now. I am planning on moving to the US in a couple of years, but I need a work resume to be able to get a job once I am able to work there.
Sorry to throw so much at you.