I will stay on-plan for the remainder of tonight and for all of tomorrow because I'm sick of feeling like I'm not pretty enough for the guys that I'm interested in! I want to ask out my current "crush," and I want to feel like I actually have even
some kind of chance that he might say yes! I know that losing weight obviously isn't going to make every guy suddenly head-over-heels in love with me, but guys my age are pretty into a girl's physical appearance... And I don't want to keep on living my life without ever getting to have ANY dating experience whatsoever! I deserve to have a boyfriend, too!

(Hehe.)