*I want to not breath through my mouth because I'm constantly out of breath.
*I want to be able to go down stairs and forget something and not have to yell to the kids to bring it to me because I cannot do the stairs twice in a row.
*I want to stop getting the question when are you due...when my last baby was born almsost 3 years ago. Unfortunately that has happened SEVERAL times.
*I want to not have any more back, leg, and hip pain. I'm only 27 and I feel much older.

I think that some of the previous posts have a ring of truth to them. There are alot of things that as women we should not be ashamed to do. Life is for living and it doesnt stand still waiting for us to shed pounds. Maybe if we do things in reverse. Try something you normaly wouldnt and maybe get a confidence boost. Just a thought.
Here's to living life anyway and looking forward to when it gets easier.