I've done really GREAT! I'm so proud of myself! I have made it through Horrible cravings so many times and I've lost over 20 lbs!!!! It is so exciting but at the same time...
I'm scared to death...
I know it is premature...I have a long way to go...but WHAT IF...I suffer through all this hard work and loose the weight and then when my weight is not the primary focus everyday...
I have a treat...and it is so good that I have to have it every day and then everyday I have to have more of it.... and then I need a variety of treats and then...I have gained to much weight that it is to overwhelming to think about loosing it so I might as well have another treat.
If any thing is going to derail me it is the persistant thought that all of this is for nothing. I keep thinking that I will go back to my old ways as soon as I taste Ice Cream again.
Does anyone else live with this feeling of impending doom or am I just crazy?