Yesterday had to have been one of the worst days of my life. I know this is kind of off topic, but since self-esteem and weight loss go together, I thought maybe it would be appropriate.
First off I had a horrible day at school. I failed 3 out of 4 tests. Then I ended up getting pulled into the office and told I have to repeat one of my clinical rotations, the operating room of all places. I didn’t like that one, because I have to do it at the regional trauma center which is 1 ½ hours away, and I had to work 12 hour days, and be on-call at night. So I had to stay in a hotel, and it sucked being away from all my friends and family, and everyone/everything I know. And it was completely new to me, so it was really hard. Granted this time won’t be sooooo bad, because I know my way around the OR, and I know a few people, I know what to do, and I only have to do 2-3 days, but still, I didn’t really plan on repeating my time there. And my instructer was NOT very nice to me. She made me feel about an inch tall.
I was late getting out of school because I had to stay and schedule times to retake the tests I failed. By the time I left school (which is 45 miles from home), there was a severe thunderstorm and tornado warnings. I ended up getting stuck in my car on the side of the interstate, for almost an hour, waiting out the storm. I’m not really mad about that, because the funnel clouds were awesome, and I got cool pictures, but thanks to baseball sized hail my car is toast. A friend had to come get me after the storm was passed because my windows were broke out.
*sigh*
And then that whole going away party for you-know-who, that I chickened out on (see "Eek, should I go or not?" post) – Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life.
I'm totally dreading going back, and one of my good friends who is in the same class I am, just called and told me she quit, because she's not gonna put herself through that again (well, that and a couple other problems at school right now). 
I'm planning to go to nursing right after I'm done with Paramedic! Hopefully I can start some classes in the spring semester 
Maybe when my time comes you can give me some pointers! 
! I read your other post ("Eek.."). I'm so sorry you had such a difficult day yesterday! Oh man, I totally understand the stress that comes with some clinical rotations, I'm a nursing student.. I've had my share of placements that made me want to cry and ones that I absolutely dreaded each coming week 
but they too pass, and soon you will be finished!! 
