Reality. I’m fat.

21 Jul, 2010

Its back…the crimson wave.

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

I almost forgot how horrible my monthly period is. I am not even done with my first pack of birth control and I am already spotting and the cramps…oh the cramps. Good Lord! I feel like a giant booger that was laying in the sun all day in an Arizona Summer.


Anyway, to catch up with me. I went to dinner with some friends on Sunday night for our weekly Sunday Ladies Night. I was feeling so badly from the cramps that I just didn’t want anything. NOTHING. I couldn’t eat anything on the menu anyway and it’s not my favorite restaurant but still. Normally I can find something that I like. I just didn’t want anything! In a way I was proud. Earlier that morning I went to the gym and actually did the treadmill for a full hour. I couldn’t believe. Normally I get so bored! So at dinner the entire time I kept thinking how much I just wanted to go back to the gym!  Thats good.

So I haven’t given in to too many of my cravings while on my period. Normally the first thing I go for is Mac N Cheese the blue box. I can’t help it…I just love it! I wasn’t able to go to the gym the last couple gyms but I went tonight and did 2 miles on the treadmill. I bought the new Reebok EasyTones and they were really hurtting my feet the first 20 minutes before my feet went numb. I don’t know if it’s the air balls under the shoes or the fact that they were new and not broken in yet…either way my feet and legs hurt like they were buning up a storm!


I wonder if I’ll be sore tomorrow. Weigh in is tomorrow and I really don’t want to considering my current situation!

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  • Saathi: Sure im writing lil bit too late....actually, u may be fine by now, but still i wanted to say something about the things u'd written here. First of al
  • shellydeflores: Oh and weight has hit a new low. 252.6. Although today is Thanksgiving so we'll see how long that laster.
  • shellydeflores: Oh and FYI-i'm on my period so I am not daring to weigh. EFFF that. I don't need the heart ache right now.