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06 Jul, 2010

Another Binge-First Day Fail

Posted by: shellydeflores In: Uncategorized

So today was suppose to be the first day of my detox for the Smash diet. I didn’t do that very well. I went grocery shopping this morning and bought a whole cart full of fruits and veggies. I cut up a full watermelon and a pineapple…thats about all that I am excited about. They are sooooo good. Anyway..I then had popcorn chicken at Walmart-got kicked out for cussing out on the old bitch lady cashier and sulked at home with a huge chunk of watermelon. I then went to my gyno appt. My ylang ylang is beat up and normal. Got back on birth control to get my period back and I asked her about my PCOS. Checked up on it. The scale at her office showed differently than mine at home but they always do. She said to keep within 1500-1600 calories a day. Finally a doctor who makes sense! I asked her if carbs were an issues since I had been reading some 3FC chicks talking about it and she said that studies actually show that they do not. SO I can eat carbs, obviously not a mass amounts but she said just the same as I always did. YAY!


Anyway, I took my perscription to Walgreens and decided to wait the 15 minutes to get them. I somehow made my way to the candy aisle. I picked up a box of Butterfinger bites and a pack of rolos.  I then went to my car, AC full blast and SCARFED…and I mean SCARFED down all but 1 Rolo and 3 of those little Butterfinger bites.


So I picked up my perscription and made a beeline for 24 Hour Fitness. Singed up right then and there. Got my pass and paperwork done and walked out.


I am cooking an artichoke as we speak but I did scarf down a mini bag of Chili Cheese Fritos. They don’t even taste good to me anymore..I don’t know why I grave them. Hm. Well tomorrow I am back to work and away from my pantry!

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  • Saathi: Sure im writing lil bit too late....actually, u may be fine by now, but still i wanted to say something about the things u'd written here. First of al
  • shellydeflores: Oh and weight has hit a new low. 252.6. Although today is Thanksgiving so we'll see how long that laster.
  • shellydeflores: Oh and FYI-i'm on my period so I am not daring to weigh. EFFF that. I don't need the heart ache right now.