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Filed under: Vent Much?? — reborn2shine @ 4:41 pm

All I did was ask a questions about fast food withdrawal in a forum and now I have some jerk lecturing me about how that is probably not what it is.  I conceded that it may be have been many other things that made me feel sick this morning.  But i honestly never thought that a forum called “weight loss support” would have a guy saying things like :

So if you want help – I’ll ask again.  What were you eating before you started “dieting” and what were you eating during the last three days”

Really dude!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I didn’t answer your questions the first time because you put down my idea as being so totally wrong and started lecturing me from the very beginning.  As for this most recent comment…..thanks for bringing back the wonderful memories of my dad backing me against a wall before  saying “I’ll ask again…do you want me to wire your jaw shut?”

And as far as my “dieting” …. I will save that info for people who want to help/support me without being condescending.  You know…not all girls like being talked to like they are stupid little brainless fools…

I get that this is probably not “fast food withdrawal”, but why did you feel it neccesary to keep trying to prove me wrong…OMG I JUST WANTED TO SEE IF ANYONE ELSE HAD THESE SYMPTOMS AND WHAT THEY DID TO STOP THEM…ARGGGHHHHHHHHH” 

Dammit I need a drink!!!   Thanks alot

As for everyone else who offered up help and support you are much appreciated.  Why can’t I find a forum of all women where some stupid man won’t hurt my feelings ( which I know i wear on my shoulder, but they are mine and I can wear them where I want)!!



Saturday Morning Weigh-In….and Sabotage!

Filed under: Feeling Lost....Need Support — reborn2shine @ 8:40 am

The scale was kind this morning…..335.  4lbs down, but I guarantee that there is a lot of period weight involved with that.  After 6:30am weigh-in I took Sava & Parker to the new dog park in Overton Park.  If anyone who reads this has a dog and lives in Memphis…..GO!! It is amazing, lots of shade, plenty of water fountains and lots of puppies for them to socialize with.  And lots of people for me to try and make friends with.  Of course I tend to be overly chatty when I am in a new situation and nervous, so I must have had diarrhea of the mouth this morning because I just couldn’t seem to shut up.  I will be better next time though. 

I took my water bottle with me and was able to get lots of fluids in.  As a matter of fact I took my water bottle with me every where I went today and made sure that I was constantly staying hydrated.  But then at about 9:45am I started to get sick.  Headache, dizzy, upset stomach, and a severe craving.  OH SHIT!!!   FAST FOOD WITHDRAWAL!!!  I literally felt like I was going to die.  So, what did I do you ask??  Well, instead of sucking it up and doing the right thing I caved and ran straight out and got a sausage biscuit & a Diet DP.  Headache gone but I feel like a heroine addict.  Completely pissed at myself.  I feel bloated and tired and ready to stay on the couch for the rest of the morning. BUT!!!  I CAN’T!!!  I am going to put in a CD(since my ipod has gone missing) and walk half a mile on the tready!!  I CAN DO THIS!!!  I AM STRONGER THAN THE CRAVINGS!!!