My life

Hi my  name is Tilly a family given nickname. I prefer to be called Chocolate but my first name is Matilda. I have struggled with my weight since giving birth to my first child almost ten years ago. I always was a thick chick lol but once I had my first child that changed. Im not really sure what my goal weight is but I am going to go with 199 for now. I havent been in onederland since I gave birth to my daughter. Once I make it there we will see what happens. Losing weight is the most challenging thing I have ever done. Its not easy but I think most people think it is. My goal is to just become healthier so that I can feel great about myself. I feel good but I want to feel better. I am pretty much against weight loss surgery and I think that I can do it on my own. Nothing beats a try but a try. See you in onederland!