Yearning for… MYSELF.

Cause I’m not sure who this fat chick is!

But I wanna! April 27, 2011

Filed under: April — jewlz280 @ 2:15 pm

Ohhh… I SO wanna weigh!  I do I do I do!  Especially today.  I got up feeling so good and so skinny!  My sides have gone WAY down.  I use to have this roll over the top of my underwear that just bulged out.  It’s gone!  And the crease that use to be on my back that was so deep it actually touched is smoothing out, too!  So, something is going on!  And I want to get on the scale!!!!  But I’m not gonna.  I refuse to do it!  I made myself get out here and drink some water to keep me off of it.  LOL

The only bad thing is, I have a sore stomach today.  I’m not sure what I ate, but man am I not feeling great.  I finally made a yogurt based smoothie and that seems to be helping.  I’ve had this for a couple of years now off and on.  I thought it was an ulcer or IBS or even Crohn’s, but it’s so random.  I’ve even thought it was caffeine and tried to cut that out with no change.  So, I’m not sure WHAT it is.  Although, one thing I’ve sorta seen recently is that it seems to happen the mornings after I have salad.  I’m wondering if it’s the salad.  But I’m not sure.  It’s just too random.  I wish I had thought to mark my food journal so I could go back and check it.  I just wish I could figure it out and stop having these episodes where my stomach feels like it’s burning and I can’t stop going to the bathroom!  URGH.

Other than that, things are moving right along.  I am TRYING to take today off, but things keep getting added to my ‘To Do’ list.  Some of it I know I can put off, but some of it really needs to be done.  Like bills, dishes, and cleaning downstairs.  That’s only because the cat box is down there and she is making a HUGE mess!  I can’t wait to move her box out to the garage.  She sure is messy!  Why does she have to throw litter EVERYWHERE and make such a huge ordeal out of it?  I just wish that the rest of the house didn’t bug me so much.  But it DOES.  And right now, the kitchen is a wreck….AGAIN.  I got it cleaned up for one day and then BAM.  Dirty dishes everywhere!  Believe it or not, I think it all stems from the fact that when I cleaned up from the weekend, I washed everything but maybe two pans.  And those two pans somehow multiplied!  LOL  I should’ve just sucked it up and washed them because now the two of them plus the other dishes makes it look like there is a ton to be done.  I’ll get to it later when I am feeling more up to par.

Not much else to write about.  I had a ton of ideas yesterday, but today they have just floated out of my mind and I can’t think of them.  Probably because my ‘To Do’ list is taking up most of my brain.  And really, the other part of my brain just wants to be lazy.  LOL  So, that is all for now.  Hope all you chickies are having a good day!


6 Responses to “But I wanna!”

  1. incontrol2day Says:

    I love the feeling when you feel skinny not even having to weigh yourself 🙂 I had that feeling today so when the scale was high, it meant nothing to me.

    I hope you figure out what’s bugging your stomach!

    Have a wonderful Hump day!

  2. pepagirl Says:

    I was watching an episode of “Food addicts” last night and they were talking about how people go through physical withdrawl from sugar and preocessed food. One girl was writhing on the couch with a stomache ache for the first week, maybe it has something to do with the changes you are making? If it’s that it shouls subside soon, but I definitely think journaling should help you figure out what it is. I take antacids sometimes in the morning if my tummy is acting up and that usually helps me. Hope it gets better soon!

  3. jewlz280 Says:

    I don’t think it’s the diet… I’m on a low week and have been since Sat. night. What it is, I don’t know. It let up when I had the yogurt, but now it’s hurting again. But I am thinking it is hurting now because I’m hungry. lol And believe it or not, I’ve had this before a few years ago and it let up for a while but then came back. It really is really random! I am thinking I may have to try eliminating a few things and then adding them back in to see if they could be it. I hate to do it, but I think the first thing I am going to cut is going to be coffee. UGH. I HATE the thought of that, but I’ve got to try. If I still get it without the coffee, then I will have the coffee and eliminate the salad. I don’t know which I’m more sad about! I love salad! One of my fave things. 🙁 I’m wondering if it’s the brand…

  4. picklesthepirate Says:

    I had the same (or at least it sounds the same) problem. I had it all my life, but I just assumed it was IBS like you did, and that I’d gotten it from my dad. Twist of fate made me take a food allergy test, and it turns out I have MAJOR food allergies, and to stuff that’s in everything (wheat, soy, corn, etc….so pretty much I can eat lettuce).

    I tried not eating stuff I’m allergic to, and I don’t have any more problems. If you have insurance, I -REALLY- recommend getting a food allergy test. They just took my blood, and ran the tests that way. It was easy. =) I hope that’s what’s going on with you, since it’s such an easy fix.

  5. jewlz280 Says:

    Thanks pickles! I was wondering about that recently but wasn’t sure what all it would cover. But the more I think on it, the more I think I should. I already don’t eat a ‘lot’, but I do know that I have to figure this out!

  6. Sue Says:

    Here’s to no “side rolls”! That’s awesome. 🙂
    A few years ago I was having a lot of stomach-related issues. I started taking acidophilus Pearls (you can find them in some pharmacies and in GNC). It’s essentially yogurt in a pill but without the dairy. They really helped me a lot. But if you’re noticing that salad is a trigger, then maybe it’s just too much for your system to handle. Or try using a different type of lettuce or baby spinach. Could be that your veggies have some bacteria in them. If you keep having a lot of discomfort, though, get checked out at the doctor.

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