Losin it in Paradise

Work work and more work.

Quess what?  Yes I am at work again.  Doing another 16 hour shift.  It is 0245am and I am beat and still have another 4 hours to go 🙁 My diet has gone to hell in a hand basket.  I cannot seem to motivate myself at all.  And exercise, what fookin exercise?  I think walking […]

My best friend’s mom died today

Just got off the phone with my best friend.  Her mom died today from brain cancer.  It has been a long road for both of them.  We cried and talked and cried some more.  I lost my own mom unexpectedly a year and a half ago.  I never got to say goodbye, it was like […]

Saturday morning, fourteen hours in

Good morning, Well here it is, Saturday.  0530am.  I am 14 hours in a 16 hours shift.  I am tired :)  Has been a very busy night, so it has gone fast. Lots of admission, a bad MVA, late night trauma surgeries and transfers to Oahu.  I like it when it is busy and goes […]

Feeling better today, anger gone

Having a much better day today.  Not feeling the anger I felt yesterday, so I am more at peace. I know that a lot of my anger is internal, and aimed at me, but easier to take out on someone else.  Blessedly, I have a patient husband that more or less blows me off when […]

Here we go again, just another rant!

Well believe it or not, I have a day off….you would think I would be happy to have a day off finally, but for some reason EVERYTHING is bugging me today. I am offically SICK of my husband.  What has he done you say???  Nothing, I am just sick of him.  I woke up in […]

So much for a day off…….

Well here I am sitting at work, feeling sorry for myself.  I was suppose to have today off, so I was up til 2:30am working on my kitchen.  Then at 5:30am my phone rings and the day supervisor’s husband was in the ER, and could I work for her??? And of course I cannot say […]


Well I woke up late today, around noon.  Slept like the dead or the damned I am not sure which one.  Worked 32 hours out of the last 48 hours.  You would think with the amount of time I am on my feet that I would weight nothing and be a size 0.  Not the […]

Sitting here wondering

Have you ever just sat and wondered? How did I get so fat?  I was skinny in elementary school. Why do I make bad choices in my life, whether it is food, relationships etc? If I know better why do I still do it? Just wondering……… I am feeling okay, I am still on program […]

Addendum for Glorious Day in Paradise

pretty-as-can-be-may-07.JPGTried to post my signature and it did nto work…. Also tried to post a picture of my grand daughter and it did not work….. will try one more time

Glorious Day in Paradise

<a href=”http://www.3fatchicks.com/weight-tracker/”><img src=”http://www.3fatchicks.net/img/bar-steps/slider-chicken/lb/195/150/184/.png” border=”0″></a> Trying to post a signature, seeing if it will work. Having a great day off, down another pound for a total of 11 pounds.  Had a great visit with my son yesterday and he sent me oodles of pictures of my grand daughter.  And of course the reason he did not […]