10/8/12 Monday

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Eileen – October 8, 2012 – Monday
Exercise Today: … none
Starting Weight 10/08/12: xxx.0     Last Weigh-In: xxx.0   Today: xxx.0
Change Yesterday: n/a   Total Progress: n/a
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Ten months.

In ten months, I have managed to gain almost 30 more pounds. From my lowest weight a couple years ago, I have gained almost exactly 100 pounds. To say that I’m disappointed in myself is an understatement.

However, I’m not going to obsess about that. In fact, I’m going to leave that behind me *right now.* I can’t change the past, but I do have total control over the future. And I am taking control BACK. NOW.

As of this morning, I am back on the low-carb WOE. It’s the only plan that has ever worked for me, and don’t anybody say “Does it really work because you gained it all back?” My gaining back had nothing to do with the plan I *wasn’t* on. I would gain it all back plus more no matter what plan I’d been on previous to ditching the plan. When a person eats whatever the hell they want to eat and they don’t expend energy to burn fat, well, they get fatter. Period.

I am not exercising yet because I am in the induction phase and am in agony. I have surrounded myself with low-carb foods but am detoxing from white flour and sugar and am having major craves. I know in a week or so I will start feeling amazing and strong – when that happens, I will start exercising because I know this plan doesn’t work without some effort. And I ain’t going through this agony-crap-phase if it isn’t going to result in some weight loss!!

I know I’ve been gone so long from here that probably no one remembers me, but that’s okay. I need this place. I need this forum. It worked for me before when I lost SIXTY POUNDS, it will work for me again, when I lose the original sixty, the extra forty – AND the hundred beyond that!!!

Yikes!

I’ll just concentrate on getting through the induction phase first!!

1 Comment so far

  1. pepagirl on October 12th, 2012

    I’m so glad to see you back! There has been a lot going on with 3FC since the last time you were around! There was a huge site issue for months and a lot of bloggers moved completely to other sites as did I. I’m at http://www.heatherrjohnson.blogspot.com now, let me know if you need help tracking anyone down, I’ve tried to keep everyone I followed in my reader so that I don’t lose track of them when they move. Good luck and great to see you back!

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