Archive for September 18th, 2010

SATURDAY NIGHT LOSER..THAT I AM…

I am a loser…yes I am indeed. One of my coworkers (works at another daycare w/ Myra..same company) had a get together tonight and invited me. I decided not to go. And here I am stuck here alone..well except for sis and she’s off to work soon (FINALLY got a fucking job working night shift at Shoppers Drug Mart..I don’t swear often but it has brought me a lot of stress and I am glad she’s finally gotten off her butt). Bf went over to help his uncle late this afternoon and still hasn’t returned.
i decided not to go for two reasons:
* I am on holidays!!! I didn’t want to sit around with a bunch of ECE’s talking about daycare/children.
* It was sorta like a potluck/ drinking. Drinking+Food at the same time= bloatedness and no good buzz at all. (I think also that I also didn’t want to eat a bunch of calories..I know if i’m around them I will eat em, lol.
So now I am here alone..kind of enjoying the time…but just cleaned my bathroom. This of course makes me feel pathetic..so what if they’re talking about daycare…I probably would’ve had a good time overall. I shouldn’t make food be my reasoning for not being social. I need to ‘stand up’ to food and not let it win. (Although I’ve been eating really shitty all day).
I DID get up this AM and went to Zumba. We were upstairs in the building…the heat was extreme…and EVERY participant was sweating beyond…who needs hot yoga when you have hot Zumba…5X worse!
Here’s something nice that I read online!
“Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don’t. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, then let it. Nobody said it’d be easy, they just promised it’d be worth it.”
Have a great weekend! (I like these colors…they make me happy!!!!!!!!!!)