long time

It’s been such a while since I last blogged……to be honest with you all..lately i’ve been busy most nights that when I get home I have no desire to blog.(Monday night-aquafit, Tuesday-nothing, wednesday-aquafit, Thursday-babysitting).and part of me has lost interest in blogging..this is terrible however, truthfully I am finding it a little repetitive/boring……what I write I mean…..blah blah blah I went to aqua aerobics etc..I need to find new things to write about. I have been reading a few blogs but work and all of my other activities have been dragging me down…I’m exhausted by the time I go to bed. I have been keeping on track for the most part.

This morning’s weighin was 144.5. I’ve come to accept this as my approximate weight. I know I’m not going to go much lower than 142..I think I’d have to starve myself to go any lower…I’m finding lately that I am hungry a lot ( not incorporating enough 0 pt foods!). 20 points are just NOT cutting it..most days I’ve been going over my pts by a few but I feel I have no other choice! Also I’ve calculated my calories for most of my days of eating only 20 pts and I am about 300+ calories under my required daily amount…is this why I’m still hungry most days??

Another reason why I believe I’m kind of avoiding blogging is because I find lately all I’m thinking about is my weightloss/food intake/diet etc. It’s like I’ve become obsessed and I’m trying my hardest to not be….and I know that if i’m on this site it’s just making me focus on all of that stuff one more time. I feel like this weightloss has taken over most of my thoughts. I’m not kidding! I’m constantly thinking about what I’m going to eat..when it’s time for me to eat, etc…perhaps my body telling me I’m hungry??? I’m not sure.

Anyways tell me what you think of all this!

Have a great night!


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