2 dogs no more

It has been awhile since I have written…but I have been reading although not posting much. Haven’t felt like it (posting) for awhile. Just like has been there and things have been piling up. I am no longer 2 dogs and a lady. That is hard. We had to say goodbye to our male dog […]

stress: difficulty that causes worry or emotional tension

Difficulty..that sounds like such a weak word,. ‘difficulty”. What I feel I have been going through is so far beyond difficulty, it doesn’t even have a ‘d” in it! Weight wise, I think I might be gaining not losing, but then I haven’t done anything to lose it. Skip meals, grab a soda or bar, […]

All hail & no snow…Spring is coming!

Good Monday morning! That is our weather report today. While i hate the hail, I love the fact the snow is gone and….spring flowers were pooping their lil heads up, bright patches of purple and green in a grim coloured February. I know Spring is coming, so let’s keep hanging on people..Brighter, sun filled days […]

and the good times keep on coming

Yesterday I bought a single betty crocker blender so i can make my herbalife shakes in it. Since I lost part to one last year when I was temporarily transferring back home. I love those shakes, having used them many years before. A simple breakfast or lunch. Breakfast will be steel cut oats and strawberries […]

the edge of madness

This past month has been one trying to get my life in order, organized and goal oriented to find happiness and healthiness. Not saying it is working 100%, but at least I am trying. But the past 3 weeks have wreaked havoc on me mentally. Why? I can say this because of the internet…the anonymity..I […]

Blue Sky Saturday!

I love Saturday’s! Especially when the sun is out and the skies are BLUE! that is what this mornings weather is showing! A breeze blowing..and the sure sign that spring is coming! This morning I re-arranged the living room furniture ( I do that often) and took a light shade down and scrubbed it out. […]

Last night I dreamt I was running down a sidewalk because I could….and it felt wonderful. I miss things like that so much. I think my post last night keep me awake most of the night. BUT, that being said, keeping me awake was not only bad. I weighed myself this morning! 1st time in […]

That’s IT!

So I have this issue with osteo-arthritis in both knees…and it is becoming increasingly more and more limiting on my life. And this is MY fault. Why? Because I weight too damned much and I know it…yet for some reason, I haven’t gotten back on track and started to eat right again. WHY??? WHY?? WHY??? […]

Taking stock

January 3rd, a day to take stock & figure things out. Yesterday DH & I had an appointment with our banker to open a new joint account. We will pay all bills out of it, rather than use my account. This was we don’t have access besides online to it.. Our banker also gave us […]

Welcome 2010!

Happy New Years! Let the bell’s ring loud! 2010 has arrived! And not a moment too soon! I brought it in quietly, with Stacy working and myself sleeping. I find I have done that for so many NYE now that is has become habit. Since it is his birthday as well, next year i am […]