It can be really hard to go it alone on this journey. If you're able, you might actually want to consider going to the weekly meetings for support. Or enlist other types of support around you. Family or friends.
Even coming to 3FC regularly might help keep you on track. In the main WW section there are plenty of chats and talks.
Also, all over 3FC there are chat groups and supportive threads.
I think it's great that you're reaching out!