I am quite partial to cheese, as well. It is so good when you are eating it, but rarely quenches any hunger. Not sure what advice I can give to you because I have not lost in awhile and am about to throw the scale out of the window, but just think that if you are staying even, then you are not gaining. So, if you are on and off and even. . .if you went completely back to your old eating habits, you would be gaining! And that is no good. No good at all!
Well, it is 8:30 and I am so tired that I can barely grasp my situation. So, here I go. This morning I gave my husband a coffee and he remarked that he guessed it was the last morning coffee he would get from me. He said it in a sort of sad way and I wanted to take it and dump it on his head.
I just walked out of the room and closed the door behind me. Anything I say right now will be mad and hurt and that is good in a way, but am just sick of dealing with it. Do not act all like you are somewhat sad that I am leaving! Wayyyyyyyyy too late for that.
Last night I made a list of benefits of living alone. It was 3:30 or so, so the list is not terribly long, but at least it is something.
Ran into another obstacle. Was planning on moving Monday so that I could move out while my husband was working and not have as bad of a goodbye. Turns out that Monday is a holiday here, so any movers would charge extra just because they can and my husband will be home all day. I asked him why he did not mention it, and he said he thought I was moving Tuesday. Read back through e-mails and indeed I had said Tuesday. No biggie, one more day for packing and such, but Tuesday I have to be at work at 8:30 for a new project. If I do not show up, I lose my job. So it will have to be Wednesday. I have no idea when the mother in law is coming up, but I really really do not need to deal with her. Just let me move on with my life, you know?
Okay, enough babbling/stalling. Have a few hours to find a place, make sure it is okay, apply, get accepted, get the cash and such in, and sign the lease. Need any and all luck, because I think that I have sort sort of reflective bubble surrounding me that just repels the luck I am supposed to have off of me and onto the person five minutes ahead of me.